Back Again

Today is Monday,6th of April 2009,finally I resume my driving L after so long last year March 2008..I had a new Malay instructor name Encik Sufian...Quite friendly and patient in dealing with his students...At Sepakat 2day,I learnt how to handle my ACU 1785,a red kancil car...Initially I was slightly slow after so long of absence from handling a car..And finally I managed to do it..Smoothly in changing from gear 1 to 2nd gear and speed up my vehicle...

My problem no doubt will definitely be in terms of dealing with daki bukit..Haha...Below is wd I had learnt 2day..If gt camera its best because I got to show all of you the actual way in a clearer picture of the correct steps in sequence when parking your vehicle in sloping areas...Below are some mixed language which I described as rojak in terms of my understanding and wd I manage 2 remebered from my 1st lesson 2day of 2hours...

Firstly,when daki bukit must tekan clutch and brek kaki as well..Next,must free and angkat brek tangan..Then raise your right hand up (means 3min to complete your mission)...

Enter gear 1...After that,tekan minyak a bit and release clutch 1/2 way till you can feel the car move...Continue to tekan minyak and your left leg support clutch..Don't ever let go...

Next,immediately release brek tangan...The car will then move...Your left hand hang on to the middle of the car's stereng while right hand put out of the car's window...Jenguk keluar to make sure the car is in the yellow box...

Then press clutch fully and press brek kaki...Free gear and tarik brek tangan...Tekan minyak and slowly release clutch till 1/2waytill you can feel the car move...Next,release brek tangan and continue to tekan minyak a bit as well as hanging on to the clutch...

Yupii!You pass ujian daki bukit of jpj...Competent licence belongs to yours...Licence P...

Ups and Downs

Well,I succeded after pulled through difficult obstacles in my study career as foundation students...And I obtained my offer letter today..I had mixed fellings of happiness and sadness deep beneath the core of my heart..Actually I managed to make it for BDS first year but then I really missed my family..I'm not really that excited or joyful upon receive the offer letter from AIMST...

In fact,I'm sad and slightly depressed..I start to feel heavy hearts to leave my home this coming August...I missed my bed,my parents,my brothers,my dogs and my life at this home...This is the place which is the most warm for me..I just feel it's hard to resume the life which I had for one-year ago at AIMST...

Frankly,I didn't know what to do now..And I guess blog will temporarily suppress my inner fellings..I guess I would run my way to release my sad fellings...

Im very sad now...We tried our very best to rescue our weak puppy...But today he leave us...During the process to rescue him,I/m very dejected to see my puppy suffocating...It really hurts my feelings a great deal...Unfortunately,the doctor said he wanted to leave us,,,I'm very very sad...I tried to massage him in car on the way home after seeing the vet..But as sson as I pass the puppy to my brother to massage him to help the puppy alleviate the misery he endure,he leave us behind...I love you little puppy..Do u know how much I care for you for the past two days..I feed you with milk and clear away your dungs..I just couldn.t control my emotion and show disbelief as soon as my brother said you have died...I ty=ried to massage you and yet your heart beat still null..I cried and put you close to my stomach...I coulnt believe in the morning you are still okay and fine and suddenly you suffer tremendously in the aftrnun and leave me...I will never ever forget you...U=You will forever live inb my hearts,...I love you puppy....

A STORY OF MINE

Since a friend of mine wanted me to blog about my life...haha...let me tell a story of mine which I experience myself which dates back 2years ago..When reminiscence what had happen during that time,it really hurts my feeling every time flashback took its place in my fragment of memories..A memory which really painful and dreadful..My hope shattered merely as a glass because of the incident..And it occurs before my crucial form5 examination of SPM during 2007...

I love him very much..He is very adorable when he is small...He is cute,loving and excited to play with me every time he sees me as well as my brothers as well..Now he is no more..He has went back to afterlife..I missed him so much that I could hardly breathe, having difficulty in blinking,strong insomnia though I was extremely tired yesterday that I can't even utter myself a mild smile..What can be seen is just merely tears rolling down my cheeks...Why this happiness part of my life had to be taken away from me just like that?Why can't it stay longer with me?Why this incident had to take place until we had no choice to overcome it with our own will and desire?Why there had to be so many whys'?

Please come back to me KENJI...I love you..I still remember when Kenji is a small Rottweiler, he is very cute..And my father took him to YMCA which is situated after the roundabout on the way to SMI,my Alma mater...Kenji is taken there and my father trained him with other trainers as well..At YMCA,Kenji learn to associate with other dogs as well so that he could mingle with not just humans but other dogs as well...Haha...I remember he won a lot of medals during events at there which I witnessed at there during the hot sun..

He is a fierce dog during his adolescence stage of life...I guess this is the main factor which scared away the robbers or any bad fellow with bad intention to the neighbourhood of Taman Cahaya Tasek...Later as Suki,a Dalmatian dog is brought to Lau's family, Kenji could not accept the fact..He barks a great deal and simply dislike the existence of Suki..This is because Kenji did not associate with the other dogs at YMCA long time ago...So then Suki becomes a victim and her position is at stake..Therefore,we place Suki in the kennel so that Kenji will not had any slight opportunity to attack it..

However as time goes by,Kenji willing to accept Suki as part of the family...He grows fond on Suki but unfortunately Suki is castrated..Kenji loves to disturb Suki but Suki dislike being disturb by Kenji...Haha..Quite funny both of them...Happy memories still lies few years time as time crawls its ways up as depicted below...

Kenji looks strict when I was in Form1...Haha..That time my parents owns a Proton Satria and a Ford car as well...I love Kenji a lot...However when the time reaches end of 2006,time takes its course...Kenji had a severe bone predicament on his left,hind leg...He could barely move up to take simple steps..I really sad at the moment but please tell me what I can do to alleviate the pain in his hind leg...I couldn't...

As a matter of worst,he is at old age which means that there is low percentage of survival if surgery prevail its course..So we did not take the risk as we are afraid of not able to see him again after the surgery...So we cancel our earlier plan and day by day,Kenji is getting thinner and thinner..He has no appetite in savouring food and just that time,I didn't know what to do while busying with my studies for SPM which is my crucial examination...

Then around mid of May 2007,my dad suggested a painful decision which is the best way for all of us and Kenji as well..We had no choice which we had to embark on..I'm totally speechless at the moment...I just did not know what to do..Most of the time my parents will make decision which I find is the best way to most of the problem I encounter with but just that this time.....I'm very sad of the decision and the next day,a person come to my house and although Kenji is weak due to his severe bone condition,he still barks as loud as he could..

My parents just let that Indian in his mid to enter and the story of a lifetime begins..I just stood rooted to the ground whereby I could utter any words..As I'm a guy,I contained my feelings...I didn't want to cry in front of my brothers and parents..

The Indian guy wanted to give an anaesthetic to Kenji but Kenji is more than reluctant as if he knew his life is gonna end there..He almost bite the guy but my dad grab hold of him and said NO!And clutch Kenji's head while grab hold of the nerve to nerve situation while all of us just watch the drama which is about to take place in a few minutes time helplessly..

Seriously,after the anaesthetic inflicted on Kenji,within two minutes,Kenji still able to move but after that period of time,he is getting weaker and weaker..He turned around us and fall to the ground..While he fell to the ground,his eyes still stares at us..I knew that he didn't want to close his eyes because after he closes his eyes,he will not be able to see us again forever...I knew he tried his best for the few seconds but what must leave,had to leave..I touch his head before he goes...

Then after that incident,I walk my way into my house and weep...I just can't bottle up any of my saddness anymore..I'm painful to adhere to my parents decision of putting Kenji to sleep for the best of him so that he will not suffer anymore..I'm just so sad and cry and only after badminton,I managed to forget this incident so that I could concentrate on my course to score my best in SPM...

However, yesterday until today I recollected the most sad incident in my life which makes me so down when I think of it..I wished that I had no feelings so that I could not suffer such blow but I believe Kenji doesn't want to see my so sad in his afterlife..So I must smile...But how?Such happy memories really leave an indelible mark which will forever etched on my head...I love you KENJI!

Life Had To Move On

i'm very tired of circle of life and Dentistry but I stil carry on due to the passion of watching Batch 1 seniors and ex-student of Faculty of Dentistry which had graduated 2 yrs ago...They are very united and I felt that they fought their way til the end til the day they finaly graduated from AIMST UNIVERSITY...I'm so proud to said that each of them are my seniors and although I don't realy get to know them as that time my class was away from them and they always in clinic as the moment I enter into Dentistry course was the final year of their studies whereby they are more to practical and for me is actualy just theory,nothing but theory...

D.I.E. Again

Life during degree is very difficult as compared with foundation...So many muscles to learn first of all..How many muscles are there actually in the mouth?So far what I have learnt is levator labii superioris, levator anguli oris, depresssor labii inferioris, depressor anguli oris, zygomaticus major, zygomaticus minor and risorious muscles and orbicularis oris, buccinator and mentalis...Its madness..Just part from the face..

Then I have to know muscles of nose..And again I ask how many muscles are there altogether in the nose?From my knowledge so far, what I know is only procerus, comprssor naris, dilator naris and depressor septi nasi muscle..

And do you know the longest name of muscles in our face?Its levator labii superioris alaeque nasi muscle which is situated in the mouth..It's just so many things to remeber in Anatomy..

Next in face,I have to know the muscles in the eyes...There are levator palpabrae superioris and orbicularis occuli and currugator supercilii..Just imagine I not only need to know the name but the positions as well...And this is only muscle in Face topic...

There are many more to go...for example the blood vessels which comprises arteries and veins..The arterial supply to the face includes facial artery which branches into superior labii which supply the upper lips while inferior labii supply the lower lips..

The venous drainage includes facial veins and retromandibular veins..Now how is facial veins formed?Now, at the beginning, supratrochlear would merge with supraorbital to form angular vein before forming facial vein..Next is the formation of retromandibular vein..How is it formed?It is formed through the merging of superficial temporal vein with the maxillary vein to form retromandibular vein which comprises anterior and posterior division..

Having know that,now I should know how anterior division will form internal jugular vein..Meanwhile, how did posterior divison of retromandibular vein form the external jugular vein?Just so many questions lingering in the mind..So at the beginning, the anterior divison would combine with the facial vein which had been formed earlier on to produce common facial vein which would eventually formed the internal jugular vein..

Posterior division would combine with posterior auricular vein to form the external jugular which would eventually formed the subclavian vein..Wow so many facts to know, not forgetting the drawing and labelling of diagrams for my upcoming CA which is around the corner...So scary hor...

After I knew the muscles and blood vessels,diagram labelling and drawing and parts of them,I have to know the name of nerves in the face..Haiz...So ma fan have to memorize all these facts..

The nerves divided into two which comprises sensory and motor..The sensory usually is supplied by the trigeminal nerve while the motor usually by the VII cranial nerve in our face.. For example,in order to supply the face sensory nerve comprises trigeminal nerve which is branched into three divison which comprises ophthalmic division, maxillary divison and mandibular divison..

And in ophthalmic divison,there are five sub-divison which I had to know..There are supraorbital, supratrochlear, palpebrae part of lacrimal nerve, external nasal of anterior ethmoidal nerve and infratrochlear.

In maxillary divison,there are three sub-division which comprises zygomaticotemporal, infraorbital and zygomaticofacial nerves..

In mandibular division,there are also three sub-division which comprises auriculotemporal,mental and buccal nerves...

Just can't remember all of these names..And Face is just part of my syllabus...There are more to come actually for example hearts,scalp,mediastanum,embryology,human development of heart,pharnygeal arch..wow and many mores...can die already 1st year..

Hopefully can score...I think will not be needing this information in future...But I love the colouring book of NEtter...Just the problem is the input is so much and the duration for examination preparation is very less...

Health and fitness

I felt that health is extremely important...So I take up exercise regularly in the morning and at night...Short walk and sprinting...I did witness a dentist around the age of 60 had a stroke attack and is no longer fit to work anymore...I believe health-conscious during this age is important...Well since im 19years of age and with my youthness,I would prepare myself so that when I grew older my blood vessel would had the equal flexibility as when I'm young that time..Strieve to maintain a constant and good BP...